i got no idea what im supposed to do. i tried to help you. i want you to be optimistic. yes i know this injury is a big blow to you. and i seriously know how afraid you are. this period of time is very crucial for you. and i know that somehow an incredible amount of stress has build up within you. i know all these are inevitable. but one thing you cant forget is that, this thing is already a fact. its already a fact that you’ve injured yourself unknowingly. what must i say to you so that you will see this fact? no matter what you do now , its not gonna help you in any way. all you can do is to take care of it in any ways you can.

care? if all i know is to give you all the care you need but ignoring the fact that i can do more things to help you then aint i a big failure? asking you to rest more ( isnt this a form of care) . i tried to check out if there’s anything else i can do. medically what’s wrong with you aint i doing enough? yes i didnt tell you all these but judging things just because you don’t know them is the worst thing you can do to someone.

selfish? yes i admit to certain extent i am. but look, i’ve been living my life for someone for the past 1 yr plus. i need some life of my own. its time for me to live for myself. just this short period am i asking too much?

always tink of only myself? i cant imagine this kinda words actually come out from your mouth. even if i told you what i did for you, at the end of the day this kinda comment still originates from you. i know most probably u dont mean it. humans do make mistake. but i cant really accept repeated mistakes.

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