Thursday, February 21, 2008
i got no idea what im supposed to do. i tried to help you. i want you to be optimistic. yes i know this injury is a big blow to you. and i seriously know how afraid you are. this period of time is very crucial for you. and i know that somehow an incredible amount of stress has build up within you. i know all these are inevitable. but one thing you cant forget is that, this thing is already a fact. its already a fact that you’ve injured yourself unknowingly. what must i say to you so that you will see this fact? no matter what you do now , its not gonna help you in any way. all you can do is to take care of it in any ways you can.
care? if all i know is to give you all the care you need but ignoring the fact that i can do more things to help you then aint i a big failure? asking you to rest more ( isnt this a form of care) . i tried to check out if there’s anything else i can do. medically what’s wrong with you aint i doing enough? yes i didnt tell you all these but judging things just because you don’t know them is the worst thing you can do to someone.
selfish? yes i admit to certain extent i am. but look, i’ve been living my life for someone for the past 1 yr plus. i need some life of my own. its time for me to live for myself. just this short period am i asking too much?
always tink of only myself? i cant imagine this kinda words actually come out from your mouth. even if i told you what i did for you, at the end of the day this kinda comment still originates from you. i know most probably u dont mean it. humans do make mistake. but i cant really accept repeated mistakes.
Monday, February 4, 2008
其实幸福很简单
平安快乐到永远
轻轻靠着你的肩
感受这温暖 不需要任何诺言
这就是快乐也是最平凡
每一刻都由你值得去挥霍
我不要你承诺 你的所有
只要我们都记得 同一个幸福片段
其实幸福就是这么的简单
feel the beat. [11:08 AM]
Friday, January 18, 2008
i've decided to post sometin be4 i leave
hey babe
i noe u will be reading this post
so im gonna write u sometin
im touched when i recieve those msg of urs
long yet meaningful
touching yet at the right time
u always noe when is the right time
to encourage me
thx for being forever faithful as a fren
thx for bearing wif my anyhow-do-things character
thx for not trying to dig out wat i've hidden inside me
yea its definately painful to fall
but i reali learn a lot
experience a lot
n c a lot
my way of handling tins always screw it up
haha u should noe it better than me
but im learning
thx for reminding me wat im supposed to do
thx for creating tears in my eyes
i've experienced too much
tat at one point of time i couldnt take it
but yea u're rite
i aint gonna shorten my life further =)
im gonna enjoy myself so much
tat i might forget ur gifts :p
opps haha
n lastly thx for being there
ur slient presence is deeply appreciated =)
feel the beat. [11:22 AM]
IM GOING KL
bye ~
feel the beat. [10:39 AM]
Thursday, January 17, 2008
and i shall announce nw
IM DONE WITH MY YR 2 FINAL YR EXAMS !!!!!!ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
haha
its like a finali tin
i tink i did my best
considering the fact that
i've got quite a number of tins to handle at the same time
BUT
nv will they be an excuse
for me to do badly in my exams
i might not have done my best
but definately
i've tried my best =)
went shopping wif the gers today
didnt take any pics
ahhhhh
haha
my cam is wif bro
juz becuz i wanted sometin nice to eat
n he gonna buy for me frm taiwan
so i had to give up my cam !!!!
haha
nvm i shall wait for his return
ps : im missing him :p
going malaysia tml
im gonna miss every single one
though its a short stay
but i guess
its time for me to leave this place for a while
i need some new fresh air
n to someone
i promise i wun fake the smile anymore =)
n to everyone
i miss u all =)
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
YES
im done wif 3 freaking exams today !!!!
haha
n nw im left 1 last paper
ECG !!!!
haha u cannot imagine how happy i am nw
gonna play tml
n i mean it
PLAY
haah
do remind me tat i needa get home early
to pack my bag
for my KL trip =)
haha n im suposed to remind jin too
im still not done yet
wif my shopping list
for my KL trip
but definately im gonna feed myself
wif tons n tons of nice food
n watch
tons n tons of movies haha
o ya
one of my lecturer said this to me :
she : enci did u lose any weight?
me : not sure haha
she: u go on diet? or r u too stress?
me : diet definately no haah stress i tink so ~ we got a lot of exams recently
she : u look slimer u noe... i mean u're always slim but nw u look slimer
me : o my ~ haha i eat a lot... reali
she : haha do take care ~
haha its so sweet of her
to notice tat
i lose some "fats"
haha but i seriously eat a lot
reali ~
haha
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
im kinda worried for my LC test tml
haha
even though hong hwee said tat
i should join drama club
haha
but im still worried la !
chill enci ~ haha
sch tml
again
haah
yea
im like done for my GEMS revision?
ewwwww
i tink im done la
left wif 1 last ECG paper
n u will c the happiest girl on earth
haha
yes ! its me !
n to all
i noe all of u
are veri worried bout me
but enci here
promise
haha im fine =)
reali ~
even if one day the world fails me
im still able to accept how tins are
so no worries =)
n for jin
damn u ytd sound like a grandma
haha
but i still love u a lot
i noe wat u meant ytd
n i promise
i noe wat im doing
im going malaysia
real soon
haha
im leaving
reali...
feel the beat. [11:16 AM]
